crushing butts is satisfying

cigarette butts that is. dunno why, but i get great satisfaction over the sensation of smothering that cherry out. i also like popping it out. i'll hold the butt between my index finger and thumb, then use my middle finger to flick the burning end. sometimes i even try to aim the ejected cherry, but it usually ends up flying whereever it wants.

i can't toss butts on the street. i hate littering, so i taught myself how to pop the cherry out so that i can dump the butt somewhere.

what i should really do is quit this nagging habit. it's really eating me up, but the draw is too great. i've even gone 7 months once and it was exhilirating. but this stuff is like crack. it becomes a part of you. it becomes me.

np: brainwash by swat squad