so yeah, another crazy week has come and gone. at least it's not hot. in fact, it rained... a lot. the other day. thunder and lightning. very very frightening...
got pretty sloshed this past week. can't remember much. hazy thoughts, flashbulb moments, faceless faces... debauchery, drugs, death-defying descent.
good times though and great company. i wish i hadn't opened my mouth though, it makes me feel extremely vulnerable and weak. i'm usually good w/ putting up a brick wall, but i do have moments of weakness - especially when in a drug/alcohol induced state, and inspiring muses.
just watched _last life in the universe_. it has made my top ten of movies watched this year. i'm simple. the movie was simple. i'm subtle. the movie was subtle. i'm obsessive. the subject matter was obsessive. i want to fall off this planet. this movie made me feel that.
i cleaned a little today. i thought a lot today. i've been having strange, lucid dreams that make me long for things unattainable... kinda like flying / levitating / drifting / dying... felo de se.
must try to sleep. back off, leave me alone. this takes full concentration, a concerted effort. i can't sleep. but i must.
np: you can live the dream by yunx
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